
Well it's coming towards the final stage of my first year at College. I have done really well and have enjoyed learning and experiencing more about Christianity and God.
I went on a retreat last week which was a solitude time. It was very interesting, but I didn't like being quiet very much. I'm a communicator, so at times I wrote things to people, I couldn't help myself.
The day I arrived at the retreat in Long Bay, I was getting my bags from the car when I fell down a kerb stone and broke my foot. So for the first two hours I was at the local medical centre sorting that out.
Life as it's little surprises! We never know when things will change. I hate being dependent on others, but through this time I have learnt that at one time or another, we all need someone. We are a people who belong in community. I also learned that when you walk slower, (exampe: on crutches) you see and view things differently.
I saw more things because I had to take my time. The little things most don't see as they walk past. I saw the disabled toilet straight away! Something I wouldn't normally look out for!
Isn't life strange sometimes? We take such a lot for granted until the inevitable occurs.
What really gets me mad is that know one shows you how to walk on the blessed things! They just hand you these two metal structures and say 'bye see you in a week'. What once took a few minutes now takes a few hours!
The only good thing about the whole episode is that I have one of those new boot things instead of plaster; this means at least I can have a shower etc and take it off for a little while. I would get claustrophobic in one of those; like 'no escape'. How aweful.
So here I am sitting about most of the time, not being able to just 'get up' when I want without having to really put some effort into it. But then it could be worse, I could have broken two feet! There's some consolation after all.
I thank God in a way for slowing me down, it gives me time to reflect and get some reading done.
Life at times can be too quickly paced and we don't experience the fullness of it.
I now empathise with those of you who are not able bodied, (not in a nasty way) but I now appreciate what you have to put up with and it ain't easy at times.