The real world

This is for those who think I don't live in the real world.
I've had a lot of pain too over the years, but I don't allow myself to get bitter or twisted about it. Why go through life angry at others, God or even yourself? We live once on this planet, and not for long at that!
People think that those who have a faith in God are living in cuckoo land, or are out of touch with reality, whereas in reality I'm more in touch with humanity than many of you outside of Christianity.
When did you last love your neighbour as yourself? Would you be willing to give up everything for what you believe is true?
I don't know. Because I don't know you, but then again you don't know me. You make assumptions on what you think you know about Christians, yet you are viewing me through eyes that are seeing only a small glimpse into who I really am.
I have read your comments, and I don't blame or judge you for your thoughts; you have a choice and you bring your thoughts to me and I don't mind. I'm not going to run away and get upset about it. One thing though I would ask, if you are so sure you are right, why do you speak but not allow an answer?
I want to debate these things with you, hear your point of view and give you the same freedom I want in expressing my view too. Everything I say is backed up with evidence, not just my word, but many who know me will tell you the same. But what proof do you have God doesn't exist? I look forward to a conversation with you, one that is not you having your say and hiding away so I don't know you, but one where as fellow humans on this earth , we can discuss in a manner where we all have our say.